Today I installed my Wacom tablet..
It came with 3 graphic programs too...

Adobe Photoshop Elements 3
Nik Color Efex Pro 2 GE
Corel Painter Essentials 2

I already drew a butterfly with my tablet
but other wise I dont see the big fuss about
this little program lol... It came with a pen
and a wireless mouse, it's kind of slow when
I use it.. but I am off to go monkey with it
again.. I haven't been up to much these days

Enjoying my single life, roaming around..
visiting everyone and listening to tina turner
LOL.. she always puts me in a good mood!

Well this weekend, I had plans to go with Jim
up north to go camping with his mom and step
dad, but since we broke up, all those plans have
changed.. I have nothing else planned for me..

Except tomorrow I have a dentist appointment...
I gotta get started with my dental work now..
I wrote out a list of goals for me.. I wrote down
100 things.. and I read some where that if you
can think of it, you can acheive it.. I just had to laugh
because on one of my goals, I put down, that I
would learn to get along with Bees LOL.. and if any
one knows me.. you would know that's not gonna
happen

I hate bees more then I hate toothpicks... Long story..
but I stepped on one last year and ened up in the
hospital for 4 days and ever since then I can spot
a toothpick across the room LMAO....

Anyways blog... I am still ok... still moving... and growing!
I'm getting the hang of being alone...

Wow do I have some updates for you..
I got the answer I was searching for

Soo I guess I want to know what happens now?

The very next day after I told Jim about my someone else..
He came running back asking me if he could see me LOL!!

Update on that someone else.. I decided to leave him too..

Whew my life was so full of stuff that I couldnt deal with no more
I was fighting this guy that wanted more then I could give

I was mad all the time and angry for no reason, simply taking out
my anger at him and I decided enough was enough... I wasn't ready
to start a new relationship with anyone...

I wasn't being patient enough to myself and now I deleted
my whole 360 site.. and said good bye to him and now I
feel good enough to start my journey

Alone this time lol..

I learned another lesson... don't jump into another relationship
if you are not 100% totally ready.. don't get envolved with anyone
when you are learning to let go from the last relationship

It just causes confusion and unnessary heart ache for both parties

Wow I am learning a whole lot this year LOL..

I have decided that I am better off alone
for now anyways...

So I've been doing house cleaning
getting rid of old pictures and old messages
and old blog entries... I needed to breath for myself...

Starting back over for me..

I just got done making this tonight.. I love it.. took me forever LOL...